I seriously just took the hardest, most difficult, devil of a final. I am not even kidding, it was terrible. I have somehow managed to minor in Humanities...crap minor, ha. The classes are a breeze until the finals, and then they KILL me. I typically get to the end with an A and then barely breeze through with a C by the time it's over. Boo. Anyway, I am officially done, and a huge weight is off my shoulder. I am more than ready to celebraaaate. =)
Keeping on the terms of school, my little sister, who initially wanted to be a psychologist, as if that wasn't smart enough, has now decided to go to Nursing school. Kudos to her, I wish her well. But...shoot. I'm a failure. I mean seriously, why didn't I want to go to nursing school, or law school, or anything into which my parents categorize as "Real". Nope, I want to be in the music industry...a promoter, a road dog. Sometimes even I question it. My mind has a full conversation within itself...and then my heart talks and there's the answer. Dang ole' heart. Ya know my Dad started talking about it and how I was going to be poor, and wishing I would have chose a different route. I guess my "problem" is that it's not about money to me (I could definitely break into Eric Church here, but I'll refrain. ;)). It's never been about money to me. I can't even remember a time in my life when it wasn't music. I mean honestly, I cry when I hear a song on the radio for the first time, or when a friend plays a song that tells a story that is so fitting. I want to be a part of getting that "feeling" into everyone else. Ok...I'll stop. Sometimes it's just so hard to have no one believe in something that is SO BIG for me. To each their own I guess.
Moving on...I'm going to apply @ the Library tomorrow. & I'm going to start cleaning a house for a few hours 5 days a week, and if I must, I'm thinking of applying at the local grocer, ha. It's a small town, I do what I can do. I want to get back to Nashville OFTEN, and that requires cash, so buckle up.
That is all for now.
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