Today was my 1st day at the 2nd job. It went pretty well. It's just a once a week thing, cleaning a house. It's not too hard of work, and it's quick, tax free cash, that's the way I like it haha! Finally got started on the community service too...just 13 more hours to go, haha. Next week is going to be crazy hectic trying to do school, work and community service! I seriously have to stop procrastinating so much.
I'm trying so hard to stay on this whole "optimistic kick" that I promised myself I'd live by this year. Sometimes it just seems like there is so much conflict going on around me, and it takes everything I have not to just snap, but I'm trying to fight the forces. I am honestly starting to believe in the whole "secret" thing, where positive thought brings positive things. =) I've found myself more content in just soaking in every moment for what it's worth.
Yesterday was an odd kinda day. I had 3 people who hadn't talked to me, or shown any interest in talking to me in quite awhile start conversations with me. A mixture of good, not so good, forced small talk, I need advice, and emotionless conversations...but it's a start.
I really miss Nashville. I know I say it all the time, but sometimes it really does just get to the point where my heart aches to be there, as cRaZy as it may seem. I've had such a routine of being there, last year it was march, june, july, august, october and november...so if I'm gone for too long, it's no good. Here lately I haven't really been sleeping well, I just think about how and when I can get back there...gollyyyyy!
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